I have dropped off the face of the blog world...and not because I gave blogging up for lent.
I have been busy doing lots of sleeping, eating and otherwise baby growing. Thank you so much for your wonderful and celebratory words. Tomorrow I am 9 weeks and "timber" is doing really well. My 8 week progesterone level came back high, between zones 2 & 3. Add to that I feel very pregnant...hello stretchy pants. I am so grateful....SO GRATEFUL to have been given the blessing of maternity again.
I am intensely working on my maternal heart with my therapist. I had two very very lows in parenting this past month. An ugly bout of pregnancy hormones led to an ugly bout with anger. As God's timing and providence would have it, I had a therapy session coinciding with a very bad day. It is frustrating that my behavior is not changing as fast as I would like. My mind and heart are definitely being converted and my prayer is that what I am learning will come to mind when it is most needed.
I have recommitted to giving up spanking. This time no spanking and no yelling for lent. I read a good article by Dr Sears about avoiding hand spanking as it discourages a natural and healthy curiosity. This is something my husband had adopted and has agreed to give up, again, as well.
Therapies for my children are on my heart. We have increased OT services for Catie and began a "sensory diet". She is deathly afraid of all things fun (sledding, sliding, high swinging, exploring, etc). I became aware of her height terror recently. I am hoping the addition of the sensory training will be beneficial. Meanwhile, I feel Augie is slipping backwards in speech and language. I keep thinking of Williams Syndrome. Many of these kids are missed because their personalities shine above their weaknesses. This is so the case for him. I am hoping to reopen his case with the therapist that cleared him.
In other news...we just booked a two week vacation to Florida in the mid-spring. We had hopes of traveling south for Christmas, but with baby due a few months prior, I was not sure about that trip. Plus I have been dying to visit during the beach months. One week with hub's family and one week with mine and lots of time with the family in the pool and at the beach. So. Excited!
Sorry for the hodgepodge. I have had some beautifully deep thoughts and insights, but am never awake or coherent enough to blog them out. This post comes courtesy of insomnia. So, with that, good night/good morning. I hope to see you again soon. :)
